Memories

Happy Chinese YEar to everyone !!!

Few more days then its Chinese New Year.. yet i have fall sick.. with flu, fever, cough & sore throat & every where ache in the body…

& so sad too.. the person i loved.. doesnt even ask am i feeling better?? or anything else.. & has been ignoring me since a week ago

i just dun like to be sick… i;m such a loser & weakling….

tot of tears coming out this afternoon when i;m driving at kesas to fetch my mom

and at nite even worst.. ask jw to let me drive & i try to speed at kesas… manage to go about 130 km/j & did some crazy overtaking… but excitement does not last long… i have to brake to enter the puchong exit…

tot of goin for some sight seeing.. but then there is no place to go & so end result.. have to go home after yam cha. & worst of all didnt kept my promise to my mui.. Cass that i will bring her a drink from starbucks after yam cha at taipan.

i’m so sorry… Cass

memang weird..
sometimes times i feel like i got come chances.. then the next minute i;m off track complete without any notices @.@

and this feeling has been haunted me long long long time adi.. from where my frens see’s it they say is positive but from wat my feeling.. i get it negative day by day..

After some crazy incident last week.. which is crazy monday…

comes this monday where by.. during morning/afternoon my mood is so down.. becoz of.. some grouping stuff & her where she doenst talk or react to me at all @.@

grouping is where shirley ask me whether my group got any space more or not.. & gave me a kesian look @@
i was so undecided.. where kar khan keep asking how the group.. then shirley called & ask again..
i told shirley that i will ask olivia they all whether they still got space or not.. but too bad.. & shirley show some disappointed expression on her face

after all this sad stuff.. the mood changed to some happy or can say as semangat !! for me..
which at 1st.. i keep say that she’s garang for a few days adi.. & then she told me that.. at 1st i tot of giving u a chance.. but since u say that.. i might reconsider it again…

that reply totally freaked me out.. where by my whole body stops functionning for a few sec and the continue back… after that..
i ask again whether she’s gonna give me a chance ??
whereby she say that if she felt touch & my heart is still closed

what should i do ??? what should i do.. :ponder:

Woke up abt 1015 in the morning after some nite where by there is no electricity.. whole nite cant sleep
then abt 1030am fetch my sis to lrt station & back to home to SienzZZZZzzzz

then at nite.. went to kb 21st bday party & ate alot of tomyam
after party.. we went to catch a movie in 1U which is a local movie call the 3rd generation.

the movie generally nice, carmen soo is pretty in there but the the script… crazy !!! sucks,, teribble
what the hell are they saying.. i, u, we.. errr & keep showing the number 3 which is.. 3 lamp post, 3rd shop even our screen number is 3 @.@ crazy !!!

eve & danny went out after the 1st 30 mins of the movie and follow by 5 of us 15 mins later….
sigh.. wasted my money on that kind of movie @.@

:::Editted on 8.12pm:::

~eve~ says: i tot u don wan to go if i don go mah

@.@ am i that kind of person ?? she dun go, i also dun go :wonder:

Yesterday i went crazy & get a hair style changed as well as a copper colour head

and ate a bite of some super spicy taiwan sausage, which is incrediblely hot hot hot & hot until my stomach cramp again @@

Sausage

just did some testing on my own modem, router & streamyx after reading some thread abt 2 pc 1 modem & 2 different ip

and i began testing on my router where i plug both ethernet cable onto a normal port which is not the port for internet connection… and then i begin to use 2 pc dial the same streamyx account..

wollaaaa… its works… both pc has their own streamyx ip

While browsing through lowyat forum today.. i found that streamyx acc can be once shared again !!!

The legends of sharing account has continued !!!

so while using Eve chang username which is 1MB

i found out that…..

:::.. Download Stats ..:::
Connection is:: 88 Kbps about 0.1 Mbps (tested with 97 kB)
Download Speed is:: 11 kB/s
Tested From:: http://testmy.net/ (server2)
Test Time:: Sat, 07 Jan 2006 14:56:50 GMT+0800
Bottom Line:: 2X faster than 56K 1MB download in 93.09 sec
Diagnosis: May need help : running at only 11.03 % of your hosts average (116.62)
Validation Link:: http://testmy.net/stats/id-EAMTNQ2HG

Description Filesize(KBytes) Time(sec) KBytesper sec Kbitsper sec
Download Speed 1026.33 13.74 74.69 597.52

while having my BT on at downloading speed of 36kb/s and eve chang & her sis using the line at the same time…

Happy Birthday Jie !!!

hahahaha happy bday eve… sudah 21 years old…

goin to attend her bday party tonite, will update the post with pic later