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Vånesså says:
yeah, we need to start doing the program soon. as some of my classmates have finished.
i’m currently finishing my PD and hopefully PIA. so that i can focus on DSAII
Yw oh yw… when u gonna with us the info to start… the PD assignment
quickly man.. ppl adi finishing.. we start also havent…
deep shit
went n collect my car today…
but my mom ask me dun drive to yw n kk area anymore..
scare they might saw the car and try to have revenge….
and soon the car is gone.. no more car to use
Almost everyone is starting to do their assignment..
everyday also the CEO discuss abt their assignment…
and i’m starting to scare too…
but then.. today i did part A of my research for SDM assignment 
Its getting worst everyday….
so hard for me to find any transport to go back home….
eve chang said ok to fetch me back.. n no for yw n kk..
is so hard for me…
she told me.. y u have to arrange transport for them, y cant they arrange for them self…
then y everytime u must worried for them too..
They too depend on u adi…
so y do i worried n arrange transport for them ?
they din even bother to ask them self…
even for goin back.. especially eve chang
they at least ask 1st.. and not by just following when class is over :S
For olivia even worst..
olivia everytime ask need to fetch yw n kk also rite ??
then i told her.. if they din arrange with u.. u dun need to fetch ler…
then olivia sms them.. saying that she will be fetching them everyday, if they dun need the transport just tell her….
really dunno wat to do… @.@
and yw as usual for group discussion… when lecturer explain.. he sleep then when ask him to think.. he say dunno how.. and walks off to toilet, sitting outside the class room..
nearly explode adi…
whats the use of group discussion when i;m doin all alone…
y the whole class wans it as a group discussion…
i really dun understand…
i really cant stand it anymore..
i understand that ppl will have their bad days.. but not to the extend that having bad day everyday.. as a reason..
i myself too have bad days.. and its getting even worst but think man… ur Studies.. no study where to find future.. no future is even worst than no girlfren…
Now and then.. i got some so call treatment from MF
whereby she shares her experience with me..
and i share some out too…
is either wait for her.. till she found out that.. she’s wrong…
or is that i move on without looking back..
well… forgetting her is hard.. coz.. everyday i see her in class… although our schedule.. is not the same.. there is still some class we’re together.. and some of the time.. she msg me on msn… n she’s trying to talk like last time..
is even hard for me to forget..
somemore today’s her personal msg.. when she at his hse “u nvr learn.. ure doin the same thing again”
and now at home her nick is “forgiveness has it’s limit…. don’t challenge my patient”
well is weird.. everytime she put those nick.. then she’ll starting msg me..
if other nick.. the reaction will be.. who the hell is me… a stranger.. annoying person.. and a kid that never grow up…
and as for the waiting part.. i dun think i’ll wait.. :S
wat the hell am i talking abt :S
i doesn’t know wat i wan at all…
crap.. !
Wake up around 11am.. n does nothing till now…
so damn sien…
so lazy to start assignment…
n my mouth is still fill with those cough medicine alike alcohol drink…
known as Blue Lagoon cocktail.. or another name for it is blue Angel…
beer also not nice..
yucks yucks..
i think i better stick back to red wine, champagne
Where do i get those bravery back….
now i dun even dare to know a girl…
sigh..
DUnno y i;m not sleepy at all..
its already 210am… i dun even have a small yawn @.@
mayb i did something wrong.. by announcing the SDM result is out for CSE student..
suddenly i think i’ve become like loudspeaker…
sigh.. mayb i shouldn’t do anything at all
just keep quite only
“Bad Things happen especially it happens everyday..”
So sien throughout the day… where my class ended at 12pm…
and reach home around 2pm..
where i think back wat mf told me yesterday..
it is exactly the same thing eve chang told me…
give and take ??
did i give too much ??
or should i change to become a leech ?
but then i’m already leeching from ppl in bit torrent =P
